Just Stay Alive
Me, my cat, and my fat, sunburnt, nastyness. 

Me, my cat, and my fat, sunburnt, nastyness. 

Why would anyone want to look like this? Girls who think that this is beautiful are just trying to make themselves feel better about being unhealthy and fat. I know it’s mean, but it’s true. I, on the other hand, just prefer to starve. 

Why would anyone want to look like this? Girls who think that this is beautiful are just trying to make themselves feel better about being unhealthy and fat. I know it’s mean, but it’s true. I, on the other hand, just prefer to starve. 

My Lover

he’s big. he’s strong. he’s what i lean on. i love him more than my life and he is everything to me. he loves me even though i’m fat. he is constantly telling me that i’m beautiful and that he loves my curves. he makes love to me like i’m the only girl in the world that he’s ever going to love. i love him so so so so much. 

Starting the ABC diet tomorrow! I’m 5’11 and i weigh 180 lbs…. yeah i know. im huge. but im hoping i can stick to this….. any support would be gladly welcomed.